Whatever will be

Friday, July 29, 2005

Superstarz


Well, Friday morning what to post? Of cos it is on yesterday's Superstar results! Weicong & Ruth are both out of the semis. Although Weicong is not one of those whom i support, compare with Jason, I'll still prefer Weicong.
Frankly speaking, i thought Weilian will be out. I know that he will be out sooner or later. Jus hoping that he can stay for as long as possible cos I really like to see him sing on stage. When the results are out, Weilian is the 2nd person to be announced that he is in the semis! My tears dropped! I can get to see him sing on stage again! This wk's competition is on one fast and one slow number. I really got worried! How could weilian suppose to sing the fast number?! When he sings "Qing fei de yi", I was really happy. It is one of my favourite songs and now weilian is singing! Although he can't dance and he can only sway from left to right, but I admire his courage! Saw his genuine big smile and relief when the judges gave him the score? Felt that it was a big recognition to him!
Over the numerous times when i see him on the show, he really inspire me to be a better person! That is, don't take things for granted. Everybody knows this but whether u can do it or not is another thing. I admire his courage, for we know that he, as a visually-impaired person, to take part in such competition will be under tremendous stress, as compared to other contestants. I'm so worried that he'll be left out among the other contestants.
Will continue to support him and of cos not forgetting my other favourites: Junyang, Derrick & Kelly! Out of the four, the most worrying one is Weilian...But, I will continue to support the 4 of them!

Monday, July 25, 2005

Our 1st Videocam


Haiz...been nearly 1 wk since I last post my blog.
First of all... Congrats to DerricK & Kelly! They have got in the semis from revivial round! Will continue to vote for them. Of cos not forgetting Weilian & Junyang. *Sign*...Very "flower-hearted" hor... Its ok...I will continue supporting them! 2 more days to the semis....
Bought a Viewcam last weekend...spent quite a bomb on it...God knows that happened to me that i will agree to buy?! After making payment, hubby asked: What happened to u? What makes u agree in buying? Then I started to think n reflect... Yeah har, why did i agree? I've been disagreeing since zyon was born! Why didn't i suggest to compare prices elsewhere 1st?
But it was too late for regrets...Payment has already been made. Just hope that we will put it into full usage. And hope hubby will, as promised, take care of the kids as well as make use of the viewcam...
Yesterday the kids enjoyed being recorded and seeing themselves on TV...At least something to be happy abt, maybe? But well, hate to see myself on TV...
FEATURES of the newly aquired "asset":
The World's Smallest 3CCD Digital Video Camera
DV Data streaming via USB 2.0 (HS Mode)
Motion DV Studio 5.3 LE included
2.3 Megapixel Still Picture Recording

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Guyz

In the office...
Jus now when i went to take hot water, an "ang mo" guy gestured for me to go 1st. I thanked him and took the water and came in to the office. As I was walking to my seat, I was thinking... This is the 1st time in my office that such thing happened to me! Haha...
To allow "ladies 1st policy", take water, opening the doors for ladies, etc.
Is it that asian guys will never do such things? OR is it jus that the guys in my office will never do that? Or is it b'cos we got too many ladies in the office?
Hmmm...wondering....

Friday, July 15, 2005

Mixed feelings...

Hmmmz...Several pple have asked me to post a blog today. But, no inspiration. Dunno what to post also...Mixed feelings.
The inspiration which finally came actually was triggered by some of my colleagues, who are 'talking' and 'arguing' away....So funny...The rest of us jus sat back, listened to their conversions and enjoy...;P...Of cos this triggered inspiration got nothing to do with what i'm going to post...Jus that it took away my laziness...
Yesterday I told my colleagues that today I'll definitely post a blog cos yesterday night the results are out! WHat results? Of cos are the Project Superstar results!
Weilian was the 1st being announced that he was in the semi-finals! I shaked hubby hands so vigorously that he protested! Haha...
Next great news was Hagen was out! Hahaha...So bad of me... But I was really happy. Anyway, next hope is that Weijian will win in next wk's revival round!
By the way, I forgot to mention that Rachel's earrings holes have closed! DUnno if it is a good or bad thing...hmmmm
Last night Hubby suddenly asked me: What do u think we will be doing now if we got no kids???
What a "IF" question. Mayb we won't be at home? Maybe we will meet each other after work for movies or dinner? I also dunno...
But, definitely no regrets having the kids. Not at all... Hahahaha...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Funnyz

Haiz...
Zyon not well yet. Down with "mo dan" aka virus fever. I myself was sick since sat night...till now...think not enough rest bah... Anyway, today was back to work for me! Finally after so many days. Good news is...I've slimed down 2 kg!!! hahaha....but well, pple who know me will know that this 2 kg will be easily gained back within less than 1 wk. hahaha...
Pple who know Rachel will know how attitude and arrogant she is. This morning to school as usual, her shoes on her left hand and school bag/bottle on her right hand, she walked in to her school. Usu, even with so many things on her hand, she will still be able to open the shoe cabinet. But this morning, god knows what happened, she couldn't!
Coincidentally, her male classmate was standing beside her. Her head was tilted down abt 45 degrees but eye contact *electricity* with her male classmate and she said very softly in chinese: I can't open the door. I nearly burst out laughing when i heard this!
the boy really opened the shoe cabinet for her and after that, his hands on rachel's shoulders and they walked in the school together. The boy even turned back to peep if I was still looking at them!
Muah hahahaha.....really cant stand it...She IS a gal after all...So young but yet know how to behave in this manner. hahaha...

Friday, July 08, 2005

SuperStar...

Just thought that I must post this...
Yesterday's results was devastating... Thought Jason will be out! But...but weijian is out instead!!!It is exactly like last round. Where I thought William will be in and Hagen will be out. Anyway, thankfully Junyang is still in...
*Sign*...Enjoyed Weijian's singing and dislike Hagen's. Fans who read this dun blame me. Individual preference ok...Shall wait for the revival round.
Next wk will be weilian's turn...Will he be in or out? Just got to hope that he choose the right song and perform to his best! And I'll support him and keep my fingers crossed!

Zyon is sick!

Summarised Dairy:
2nd july-Zyon is sick. Fever again. Never-ending for these 2 months.
4th - took child mc to take care of him.
5th-send him back to school and I went back to work. Afternoon took time off to fetch him as his fever came back. *sign*
6th-send him back to school and I went back to work. Late afternoon teacher called *again*. Hubby fetched him. Endure till 530pm and finally it came. Went back home immediately.
At night, highest hit 41 degrees...
7th-Hubby went away and will only be back on sunday. These 2 days, zyon's recovery is extremely slow. There is improvement. But, extremely slow. I got to be patient. Child mc(s) again. No more zyon's child mc for this yr. Untilised all already.
Thoughts:
Mayb I should let him rest more before allowing him to go back to school. Mayb I should be more thick-skin to allow others to help me take care of him. But, I feel guilty if I don't take care of him myself. Always when he is sick, hope that i can "give envelope" *=tender my resignation*. Can I? Yes. But not now. Giving myself another 10 to 15 yrs? I also don't know.
Now he is taking his afternoon nap. Me? Finally got time to update this blog...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Earrings *again*

Yesterday evening Rachel undergo tremendous torture! To remove her earrings by force!!! My heart is aching, hearing her wailing cries. But I just choose to ignore! Kept my eyes and ears to the TV program. FInally, both earrings are out.
*Home*
At night, little liquid and little blood oozes thru her little earring holes.
Carefully and painfully I applied some lotion for her. Hope it helps.
*Midnight*
While she is sound asleep, I put the earring stick-studs for her. So that the holes won't close. Heart pain again.
*Morning*
One of the studs came off!!! Out of no choice, i use her daddy to threaten her. But, to our fear, i cant find the earring hole! Think the liquid must have tried up and covered the hole. No choice. Got to put thru behind her ear lobe. But, but...the blood have dried up! Luckily, still managed to see a tiny hole. When the stick finally go thru from the behind of her ear lobe, emerging from the front ear lobe are blood stains on the stick! *Ouch*!*Heart Pain*!
*Office*
Thoughts. Is it a good or bad thing that she has to undergo when she is not even 3 yrs old? I also don't know. Mayb it is good in the sense that if anything happens to her ears *touchwood* I can point the fingers to others. ??? Selfish? Mayb. At least to consol myself.
Sign... Negative blog again... Will try to have happier blogs in future!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

aUniTieZ

I've finally dyed my hair. DIY dye. Becoming very auntie hor...
But really can save a lot. Heehee... Hubby did it for me. Though not as "even" as what did salon will do. But. It costs less than $20 for DIY-ing! When he sees the result, immediately went to buy one for himself and I dyed for him. His color not as obvious as mine, but still managed to cover all his white hair. Kekeke...
Zyon is sick *again*. Fever since sat night. sob sob... Today went back to school. Though no more fever, but still got cough. What to do? Other than sending him to school, dun feel "safe" enough to send him to other 'place'. Just got to pray hard that he will recover asap. Poor boy...Hubby & I thought that he is always sick 'cos during my pregnancy, I didn't eat as much "good food" as I did for Rachel. Is this true? I also dunno?
Hmmm... Saw a shoe cabinet and wanted to buy. Costs $89. But, "auntie" instinct and "auntie" info says that Carrefour selling for < $50! Got to see for myself. Maybe I'll jus buy that!Hopefully yhe instinct can help me save money. Haha!