Whatever will be

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Sore eyes ~~

Been quite busy *& lazy* to blog recently...
Yesterday in the office ...
"I got sore eyes or not har?" I also dunno. Never got it before...
"Better go n see doctor"...
Went to see doctor after 12 noon.
After seeing the doc, immediately went to buy a pair of sunglasses. Just a cheap and normal one. Hubby scolded me for not buying a 'good' pair of sunglasses. How to? Wait no one dares to serve me... hahaha....I just went to a 'normal' store, tried on the sunglasses, pay, then went back home. As usual, can't get use to wearing sunglasses. but no choice, dun wan to srpead to my family member :P
Took MC for today... Typing my blog now. Doc asked to close my eyes to rest. But I can't sleep too much! Wait got migrain even worse! Hahaha... So blogging now, see can spread my sore eyes bacteria to those who are reading my blog yah?!
Next wk going to see superstar at Indoor Stadium. Even though Bearlyn says its 80% confirmed, but I'm really glad and thankful for that already! Already prepared what I'm going to wear, what I'm going to bring, etc. hahaha...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

矛盾

已经很久没有在公司 update blog了。因为不能够 access internet. 现在也只能够 type in MSword, 回家才 transfer 进 blog.
最近的心情起伏很大。 也许是因为 superstar, 也许是因为我们的 appraisal 即将要到了, 也许是因为外婆进医院了。。。
*Superstar*
Recording on tues night was ... *sign*... Junyang will be in...
Both Weilian and Junyang are sick. Both sang the 1st song terribly.
After the 1st song, their 'form' came back. But overall Junyang sang better and he scored very high.
After the recording, mediacorp prepared a 'birthday celebration' for Junyang as his birthday is today (Wed).
They prepared a huge cake with a "superman" logo, meaning ‘Superstar’. And, a representative from a "certain" recording company gave Junyang a guitar for his birthday! The feeling is as if Junyang is already the superstar. And also from the comments given, felt that yesterday was like 'farewell' for Weilian and is "Superstar" for Junyang.....*sign*.... mayb i think too much… Just my own personal thoughts…

Anyway, I nearly fainted as yesterday is extremely crowded. We queued from 7+ to nearly 10pm before we were allowed to go into the studio! It was very stuffy while waiting....I almost give up as i really wanted to faint....But i told myself that most likely it will be the last performance for Weilian....I must 坚持到底.. Luckily i never faint! Not forgetting my beloved husband!!! Without him, i may not have enjoy superstar all this while....Thks hubby!

*Appraisal*
新的“老板”有她自己的作风。是好是坏?到目前为止,我只能说我喜欢!对于部门以往的作风,我从来都不喜欢,也感到厌倦。虽然我们不需愁,可是有的时候总觉得‘她们’把我们当小孩。有时甚至觉得在别的部门的同事前台不起头。

*外婆*
大腿的大小也只是相等于我的手臂的size. 虽然我们不是很亲,可是我的心也不经地为她纠了一下。这样老了还要开脑,医生说没办法,开会比较好。但愿如此吧!


人。总是矛盾着,永远不知足!

Friday, August 12, 2005

Cheap but good way to spend A day!

Hmmm...Its Friday today! Still can't start work yet...
Shifted office 2 days back on Wednesday. However, in the evening on Wednesday, we were told to take our own time-off on thurs and fri morning! For me, leave/time-off is always not enough. Is it fair to me? But well, nobody make noise, so i jus kept quiet. Used this opportunity to enjoy myself, without my kids. Hahaha.... However, my gd fren and I are quite "tight"...so we decided on a budget day. Went to Karaoke. Each of us spent $5.40! Cheap hor, cos we got voucher contributed by our colleagues. Thks to them! After the terrible singing but enjoyable session, we went to Safra for bowling, swmimming & .... my favourite ... jacuzzi! Hahaha...... For the bowling, we spend $5.40 for 2 games per person.... Cheap har! heehee...
*Superstar*
Yesterday when Derrick & Weilian stands on the stage, kinda of feel funny. I support all the last 3 male semi-finalist. But pple who knows me will know that I'm more to Weilian side. Nevertheless, when Derrick was announced to be out, I felt the tigger of disappointment. Of cos i know that I can't have best of both worlds. Felt that when he talked abt his parents, I was very touched. Though I didn't cry, but 2 of my colleagues did...
Next wk, will be Junyang and Weilian. Who will be out? Answer is obvious. Weilian. Why do i say that it will be him even though he is my most supported contestant? Cos I know that this society is very practical. Its ok, I've requested for the tickets for next wk's recording. Not sure if I'm able to get the tickets. Hope so. I'm going to enjoy myself if I can go. Most likely, it'll be the last time i can see weilian performing on stage as a contestant.
For the females...Predicted that Silver will be out. Now is left with Kelly and Xin Hui. Xin Hui is really improving a lot while Kelly is only "maintaining" her qualities. Just like Junyang.
Both the female and male finalists got "quality". It's going to be a tough fight. Let's wait for next week's competition.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Reflections

今天早上起床后,不知这么了,就想 update 我的 blog。
而是要用华文来 pen down my thoughts。
经过昨天的兴奋,现在的心情已平静了许多!
想着想着。。。好像有一点丢脸hor… heehee
不管这么多了!
就让你们看到我的另一面吧!
现在家里好安静。孩子们都不在。他们也快回来了。
是好是坏? 难得的平静。。。却 想念他们的声音。。。
这令我想起工作。是繁忙工作好呢还是悠闲工作好呢?
我也不知道。。。我想最理想的是。。
我想工作忙就忙,悠闲就悠闲!
这就是最理想的吧!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

*Speechless*

I'm soooo excited...happy... emotionally wonderful... what more can I say?
Went to the superstar recording this evening... Was feeling very excited & stress since last Fri. Ever since I got to know that I've got the tickets, I've put in all my effort to ensure that nothing will hinder me from going to see the recording of the males' semis 3!
I've promised my companion (ie. hubby) that I will NOT scream, will be cool and calm. I wanted to buy whistle, but he forbid...
I was not seated at the 1st section. But I still can see the whole performance quite well. When the whistles are being distributed, I volunteered! I want the whistle! Hahaha!!! But when the performance start, I did not use the whistle at all! Why?! Cos his performance was very great that I kept sceaming! Hahahaha.... *Dun faint ok* :P
And when it's time for the judges to give comments, esp. the last judge Xu huan Liang, my tears flowed. Uncontrollably... Weilian's songs touched me. His improvement and strive to enhance his body movements and even walking steps touches me... Xu huan liang's comments further reinforces, thus, i cried! Hope nobody sees me... Hahaha... PPle who know me for a long time maybe thinking I crazy, at this age, still doing all these stuff... But, but I just, just... can't help it. :)
Further updates, my jigsaw puzzle near to completion photos. Left the borders...



My blog today will be rather long as in future, most likely i can only update my blog abt once a wk...
Anyway, hubby asked zyon this qn: "Got chicken 1st or got egg 1st?" What's your answer? Hahaha... Can update in my tagboard... :P

Friday, August 05, 2005

Thoughts...

Superstar again :P
Jason is out and Weilian is in for semis 3! ALthough i dun really like his performance for Semis 2, I still voted for him. And this is the highest number of votes so far (I won't say how many...:P).
Qn: Why do I still vote for him even though I dun really like his performance?
Is this "blindly" supporting? Maybe... jus felt that all along I've been supporting and i really want to see his next performance, so I voted more...
For the gals, Hui ping is out... Actually preferred her to Silver. But well, think her supporters not as many...
Now semis left 3. The 3 guys are all of whom I support. Shall see how next wk :P
Next Wed I will be shifting back to my main office building. No internet access. So you all won't be seeing me updating my blog that frequently. Hopefully I will be hardworking enough to post at night...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Jigsaw puzzle!


I have finally bought my puzzles yesterday! $5 for 2 boxes. "Original" Precious Moments... Hahaha...my "auntie" instincts again? Perhaps...
Why do I say 'finally'? For the past few wks, my colleague and I've been doing the jigsaws at another colleague's place during lunch. And we have become addicted to it! Its been years since I last did. Hence, for the past 1 week, I have been frantically looking for "affordable" puzzles. Cos those originals are too expensive! Finally......Yishun has one! Sooooo happy! Both of us went down after work.... When we saw the stall selling the puzzles, we are happy like crazy and the designs are soooo cute! ENd up, we bought both of the same designs. As she says, we'll be putting at difft houses, so, its ok to buy the same! Hahaha...
Is this called "Take for granted"? Whenever there are pasar malams, we will jus browse around, never even really taking notice of the stalls selling jigsaw puzzles..... Now that I want to buy, then will I really take notice of them....
Yesterday's superstarz was quite a disappointment. Felt that Weilian did not sing to the theme yesterday. Maybe he was over-confidence? Anyway, have prepared myself already, in case he is eliminated tonight...