矛盾

已经很久没有在公司 update blog了。因为不能够 access internet. 现在也只能够 type in MSword, 回家才 transfer 进 blog.
最近的心情起伏很大。 也许是因为 superstar, 也许是因为我们的 appraisal 即将要到了， 也许是因为外婆进医院了。。。
*Superstar*
Recording on tues night was ... *sign*... Junyang will be in...
Both Weilian and Junyang are sick. Both sang the 1st song terribly.
After the 1st song, their 'form' came back. But overall Junyang sang better and he scored very high.
After the recording, mediacorp prepared a 'birthday celebration' for Junyang as his birthday is today (Wed).
They prepared a huge cake with a "superman" logo, meaning ‘Superstar’. And, a representative from a "certain" recording company gave Junyang a guitar for his birthday! The feeling is as if Junyang is already the superstar. And also from the comments given, felt that yesterday was like 'farewell' for Weilian and is "Superstar" for Junyang.....*sign*.... mayb i think too much… Just my own personal thoughts…

Anyway, I nearly fainted as yesterday is extremely crowded. We queued from 7+ to nearly 10pm before we were allowed to go into the studio! It was very stuffy while waiting....I almost give up as i really wanted to faint....But i told myself that most likely it will be the last performance for Weilian....I must 坚持到底.. Luckily i never faint! Not forgetting my beloved husband!!! Without him, i may not have enjoy superstar all this while....Thks hubby!

*Appraisal*
新的“老板”有她自己的作风。是好是坏？到目前为止，我只能说我喜欢！对于部门以往的作风，我从来都不喜欢，也感到厌倦。虽然我们不需愁，可是有的时候总觉得‘她们’把我们当小孩。有时甚至觉得在别的部门的同事前台不起头。

*外婆*
大腿的大小也只是相等于我的手臂的size. 虽然我们不是很亲，可是我的心也不经地为她纠了一下。这样老了还要开脑，医生说没办法，开会比较好。但愿如此吧！


人。总是矛盾着，永远不知足！